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Hey! I can't believe summer is almost over, what happened to it? It just hit me that some of my closest friends and people I love are going to be leaving to go to college. It is so crazy how fast we grow up. I remember just wanting to be in Junior High and here I am going to be a Sophomore with 3 years left in high school and having  friends that are heading off to college.I am excited for all of them because they are going off to start their life on their own with more responsibilities and freedom. Its all a part of growing up and moving on. This past year has been maturing and eye opening to me. I realized who my real friends were in my time of need. I started to find out who i really am. During time of tragedy and celebrations I became closer with my relationship with God. I became freinds with people I never even thought I would ever talk to. I know all of these people have been put in my life by God for a reason. If that reason alone is to tell them about God then I am satisfied with that. I have made many mistakes in my life and with God's forgiveness and mercy I have let them go. I pray everyday that I would be a shining light for God , I know I fail sometimes and all of us do but I pray that I can make a difference for God .Some of the one's closest to me that I love dearly are the one's I reallly need to be a shining light to. I find myself dissapointed & hurt at some of the choices they make, but praying for these people every night that somehow God would show them his light and his way. I know that all I can do is pray for them and tell them about God's love for them. After I went to CONVO alot of things clicked. I realized that life is not about me but about our Lord Jesus Christ and what he wants for me. I realized that as a Christian that I am to go out and tell everyone about GOd and his love for them and how he sent his son to die on the cross for our sins. I know with God i can do this ! I am praying for all of you! Pray for Me!! Love You All!

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em

Hey Everyone! I had an interesting day! This morning I woke up at like 10:30 (gosh i'm gonna miss sleeping late when school starts)! I went to the Flowood Y and worked out then I came home and laid out for like 2 1/2 hours, I sorta got tan. Then I got ready and went to get my hair cut! I really like it! I then went to Abners and met Curtis,B.Hoge,up there.We just hung out for a while and rode around then we dropped Brandon off at McAlisters and  we picked up Brooke up and we rode around for a while. Then Curtis brought me home and i talked to B.hoge on the phone for like a hour and now I'm talking to curtis! I am so glad i have such wonderful friends! I love u all Good Night!

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em

Hey Y'all! Today was so much fun! This morning I went to Pinelake (which I abesolutely loved)!! Pastor Chip preached- Acts- What the Church should be like. All of us are the church not just 2 or 3 people so if things need to be done or if there is problem that needs to be delt with all of as the church should take care of it not just a certain 3 people or the staff of the church because they are not the church all of us are!! I then went to Ruby Tuesday's with my family for lunch and then went home and cleaned my room!I went to Curtis's at like 7 somethin and we watched a movie and I met his family(they are awesome)! o yea Curtis's dog bit me on my ankle yea it hurt so bad!! haha that would only happen to me! Now I'm home and i'm exhausted so i'm gonna retire from posting and go to bed! talk to y'all tomorrow!!

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em

Hey Y'all! Yesteday was pretty much...umm...boring!! HaHa!! I stayed at home all day and cleaned up and then my mom came and got me I we went to the mall I bought a bunch of cute clothes i am so excited! then after we left the mall we wentto my aunt & uncle's house, it was my uncle's b-day!We all left their house at like 8:00 my mom and i rode around brandon and then went and got ice cream!! Totally Awesome !!! I  love my mom!! Curtis called me and we talked for a while then I talked to B.Hoge (i cant wait to paint his room tomorrow)!!! Then I went to sleep.. ok maybe not a boring day after all!!

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em